i love my cat so much just look at this sweet baby……


Managed to get back to sleep and of course now that I need to get up I’m too tired to move
I’m so tired why can’t I fall back to sleep…. I only slept for like six hours sob………
He loves to feel those big hands on his body, caressing every inch of him in broad strokes. He can wrap his hands around his entire torso; make him feel so safe, so cherished, so owned.
Heavy holds Scout’s back with his fingers and palms and rubs his chest with his thumbs, pressing his nose and his lips into his collarbone for a gentle kiss.
“Hold me,” Scout whispers, begs, running his hands over the older man’s bald head. Heavy holds him bodily, straddling his waist and wrapping his legs around him, moving his arms to envelop the smaller body completely. He kisses him, once, on the mouth, and buries his face against his neck, sweaty hair against his forehead.
“Hold me,” he says again, wrapped tight in that embrace, and Heavy only grunts, flexing his massive muscles around him, and Scout revels in how small it makes him feel. Like a possession. But mostly, he wants the undivided attention of the other man.
It is intoxicating, to have such a big man all to himself, feeling every inch of that huge body move only for him. And though they’re still naked, though they’ve just made love, there is nothing sexual about the feeling Heavy gives him in moments like these, where he only feels protected, and wanted.
Oh, how he has always wanted to be wanted.
i really like junji ito’s souichi comics because they have his style but no one dies haha
i kind of hate it when every character dies in such a short work cuz i feel like i got attached for no reason
Anxiety attacks are the worst because sometimes you have no idea why you’re crying or angry and you just think of everything wrong in your life and you can’t control it all you can do is breath in and out and cry it out